This is going to be a lot of me whining.

well, The period's here and no baby again.

It's not that I hate my period anymore than any other woman does, it's just that I feel like we've been trying to have a baby forever and every month goes by and no baby!

when do I get one? everyone else seems to get one, it's not fair!

one of the things that really frustrates me is that some of our friends have finished! my friend has actually finished and she's two years younger than me! it's not that I see this as a contest, I mean I've been to Kenya, right, but why isn't it my time? why don't I get one?

my cousin just had her second, and she lost her first one, and my other cousin is pregnant with her second and she didn't even want the first one! I have family who just pop them out like crazy and I don't get any??? it's not fair.

and Now hubby and i are fighting over how many? frig, let me have one before you cut me off please? I just feel like he's being cruel for the sake of being cruel. I mean, I have only 10 years before I can't have them anymore... so then what. I just get none? *sniff* that sucks.

*goes to hug her teddy bear and cry*
~Rs