There is nothing quite like hanging out with people younger than you to make you feel incredibly stupid. I've been helping out with the youth group at my church and they all are talking about bands I don't know anything about and teams that I don't care much for and well.. you name it! and I feel so dumb talking about my country bands because they call just kind of get this blank look on their faces and blink at me.

it's not that any of them are particularly smarter than me, or dumber, I just want to be a little smarter than people who are half my age... you know? the voice of experience and all that? I mean I had fun trick or treating with Jordan but in some things he's so much smarter than I am and more in shape!

I know this should be posted on my "weightloss blog" but there's nothing like trick or treating for an hour or so to show you just how out of shape you are. my legs ached and now my arm is sore.. I even complained that the pillowcase was too heavy. how did my parents do this with my sister and I?

I'm getting excited about Christmas. My family is arguing about dates and stuff and my presents are far from being bought. but I'm excited about seeing people. and parties and just being with friends and family. i'm even looking forward to the decorating (granted my tree is 2 feet tall...) the sad thing is, I'm not looking forward to how I'll look in some things. my dresses are 'smaller' and my body isn't getting any smaller. (at least width wise)

I should go.
I have a migrane... no caffine'll do that to ya.

Steve